白骨和空桐
晨星之眼。
 

Alone & Detached

-上个月公众号发的一篇文章。两小时交差,现在懒得改,直接发好了。


一个人意味着什么?


在我们能够意识到之前,人与人之间的交往已然是构成我们对自己对世界的认知的基础。

因为我们作为社会性动物与人交往,我们于是掌握了揣摩自身行为的尺度,我们得以有了丰富自我意识的世界大观,然后学会调整我们作为人的身份,融入由人和人与人之间关系组成的“社会”。


但是就如物理上的接触不可能越过皮肤,人之间的精神沟通也仿佛不如单纯的语言和文字所展现出的那样容易或者有效。


柏拉图对人起源的一个概念是男和女原本为一个统合整体,在被宙斯劈开成男和...

 

黑尔舍姆,以及孩子们的故事

黑尔舍姆,以及孩子们的故事

评Never Let Me Go


灰暗的故事会让人有意无意地淡化情爱的主题,当其背景本身预示着悲剧时更是如此。


电影与原著的情节设定别无二致,一点不复杂:二十世纪的人类通过从克隆人“捐献者”身上摘取器官以移植人体,延长寿命。主角Kathy,Tommy,以及Ruth三人自小生活在英国乡间的寄宿学校黑尔舍姆Hailsham,被作为未来的器官捐献者“圈养”着;待长大后,孩子们被送往世界各地的“温馨之家”生活,直至捐赠器官的日子来临。Kathy和Tommy间深邃凝重的情感和三人共同成长的友情都让人鼻酸凝噎,然而更揪心的是被命运驱策着的人们如何静默地接受死亡笼罩的命...

 

Statistics. Chapter 3 review


  • describe the overall pattern of a scatterplot by the direction,form, and strength of the relationship. 

  • Relationship: positive or negative; strong or weak

  • Form: Linear relationships / Cluster / Curved relationships

  • Direction: upper left to lower right/ lower left...

 

漫游

这是一片圣洁的土地, 你的心也曾经是一片圣洁的土地, 不是么? 你也曾为圣诞的雪夜温柔的感动着,你也曾为了荣誉而奋斗,为了心爱的女人真心的哭泣.. 但现在还剩下什么呢?

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没有人能与你交流了,无限的孤独,无限的孤独,你知道她后来会哭,但你看不到了,你也不在乎看不到了.那个山是乞力马扎罗,高于一切,你看到它的那一刻终于遗忘你所有未实现的梦.


奇怪得很。每当我脑中已经推演了数次对话,觉得妥当了,可以下笔了,在坐端正后,所有嘈嘈切切的叱责带笑的诡辩忽然把自己抹得一干二净,所有场景一片空白,我也回忆不起它们有颜色时是怎么个模样。不过...

 

Days@Brown 12

Right now I am sitting on the bed in the apartment of my mother's friend. The last day at Brown feels plain really. Maybe the "aftermath" of leaving will return to me later.

So this piece would probably be a review. Looking back is necessary. Huh. 

Most of the episodes (can I call them...

 

Days @Brown 11

Seriously, I have no idea how this journal has come to the eleventh. It incredibly rare that I show perseverance in something that does not provide instant pleasure such as writing.


I was working on my final paper. How powerless is my writing, I do not need to demonstrate. But encouraged(hardly actually...

 

Days@Brown 10

Holy Fcking shit this is the first time i forgot to write the journal!! Now is already the next morning and i can only make this piece a brief one.

Yesterday was frankly nothing special: in the morning i ate breakfast in the dorm and did not get out of the dorm before noon except doing my laundry...

 

Days@Brown 9

I'm starting to panic. It is already Tuesday and I still doesn't feel like actually learning something (which is an exaggeration since learning about my ignorance also counts as learning).

It's a while before ten now, which is a little bit earlier than my usual journal writing time. I just hurried...

 

Days@Brown 8

Today I was exhaustedly working on my final paper. I realized that my productivity is rather low without a kind of "supervision." Last week when Vivi and I used to study in the Rock Library, I was doing pretty well on focusing on the task. Yet when it shifts from reading to writing, I feel...

 

Days@Brown 7

Vsited RISD museum this morning. I thought I might have to take a Uber to get their, but it was just a three-minute walk. It felt strange when I get there for I sincerely thought I was still on Brown's campus.

I haven't visited the insides of RISD yet, but judging by the outside and the city Providence...

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